When you’re not good enough

Sometimes, there is this sudden realization, a sudden bolt of lightening that hits you. A moment in time, when you realize that whatever you do, will never be good enough. Never. Ever.

There will be certain things that your family expects you to do and you fail them; things that your friends want you to do. Even girlfriends have numerous expectations. Why? Why can we humans not live without expecting things in return? People constantly tell me that I’m not exploiting my potential and that they expect that I’ll work hard and do something extraordinary. But the fact is that I really don’t want to. There is no particular mountain that I want to climb up to. I have not set lofty goals for myself and I don’t want to be rich or famous. All I want to do is live a simple life. I’ll live it alone if I have to.

I don’t want to graduate as a hot-shot MBA and mint money. What purpose will I achieve by doing that? Neither do I want to sit in front of a PC screen my entire life. All I know is that I don’t want to be like you all. I have the brain and the caliber. The way I want to use it is entirely upto me. I won’t mind if it goes waste as long as I am happy and content.

I don’t expect anything from anyone. I don’t expect anything from life. Kindly stop nagging and sulking. It’s only ruining the happiness. Maybe… it already has. I know I’m not good enough… never said I was.


As the days pass

I feel more and more disconnected from this world. One day, I’m going to renounce everything and go live in the jungles.


Happy Birthday!

R.I.P.


What have I got to do?

It’s sad, so sad. It’s a sad, sad situation. And it’s getting more and more absurd. What have I got to do…
When sorry seems to be the hardest word…


The Ghatiya Gaana Blog!

Do you get boners when you hear sucky Hindi songs? Well, not literally but do you derive some sort of pleasure listening to the most atrocious songs ever made?
I do. And that’s why I’ve decided to create an entire blog dedicated to the most “ghatiya” songs ever made!
I announce to the world, the launch of


The sorry state of Punjab Technical University

Around 11 days back, The Tribune carried an article titled “Has PTU become dysfunctional?”.
Any past or present student would agree with each and every word of the article. It’s sad, that a university established in the year 1997 (that’s 12 years now!) does not run any courses in its campus! That’s because the campus was


Ajj Din Chadheya

I love this song. Period.


It’s back, bitches!

Actually, it’s been alive and kicking since the past month. I was too lazy to post an announcement here. This time it’s here to stay.
The Melting Pot is BACK!!


Life keeps teaching us lessons

I shall never forget that night. Never shall I forget what you taught me without even trying to teach me anything. I felt like I knew it all but got all nervous when it hit me. Life knows how to give you reality checks.
Untaught Lessons.


WordPress 2.8 Plugin Browser bug

Since WordPress 2.8 “Baker” went gold today, I decided to immediately upgrade. I took the essential backups and hit the automatic upgrade link in the WordPress Dashboard. Voila! WordPress 2.8 was up and running in an instant and seemed perfectly bug free. The reality though, was different.
I decided to update some of my plugins as