Sometimes, there is this sudden realization, a sudden bolt of lightening that hits you. A moment in time, when you realize that whatever you do, will never be good enough. Never. Ever.

There will be certain things that your family expects you to do and you fail them; things that your friends want you to do. Even girlfriends have numerous expectations. Why? Why can we humans not live without expecting things in return? People constantly tell me that I’m not exploiting my potential and that they expect that I’ll work hard and do something extraordinary. But the fact is that I really don’t want to. There is no particular mountain that I want to climb up to. I have not set lofty goals for myself and I don’t want to be rich or famous. All I want to do is live a simple life. I’ll live it alone if I have to.

I don’t want to graduate as a hot-shot MBA and mint money. What purpose will I achieve by doing that? Neither do I want to sit in front of a PC screen my entire life. All I know is that I don’t want to be like you all. I have the brain and the caliber. The way I want to use it is entirely upto me. I won’t mind if it goes waste as long as I am happy and content.

I don’t expect anything from anyone. I don’t expect anything from life. Kindly stop nagging and sulking. It’s only ruining the happiness. Maybe… it already has. I know I’m not good enough… never said I was.

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So a guy named Rahul Vaid from Gurgaon published some “obscene” messages about Sonia Gandhi because of the fact that he hated her. Purely personal, right?

WRONG. The guy is locked up in Pune Jail and could face a fine of upto 1 lakh rupees or five years in prison. You heard it right people. Don’t think of even hating Sonia Gandhi. I say just stop forming any personal opinions for that matter. Everything could land you in trouble.

Our efficient Indian Police failed to track down the terrorists who sent emails after the UP and Jaipur blasts. They failed to notice a dead body of the servant lying on the roof of a house in which a girl was murdered and kept telling everyone that the servant was at large and was the killer. But some Congress Party worker doesn’t like what Mr. Rahul Vaid wrote on Orkut. He complained to the police and they swung into action. Hurray for the cops!!

You guys can suck my balls. I just hope the Shiv Sainiks don’t read what I wrote about them here on this blog and our efficient police comes knocking at my door.

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It’s been long since I heard a song and instantly liked it. Well no more…

Suddenly, there arrives a song, who with its brilliant musical arrangement and lyrics caught my mind like never before. The song is waste by Seether. I find myself listening to it all day… and as stated in the previous post, it gives me my dose of sadness. The song oozes pain and sadness… the wasy the guitar is played… the way those guys have sung the chorus makes the pain all the more real.

Probably one of the finest compositions I’ve heard in a while with so much emotion and pain put into the song. Amazing.

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Its a little peculiar and I’ve only recently noticed this – I enjoy sadness. I like getting depressed. I like to have that pain shoot up inside of me. I like the feeling when my head gets so heavy that tears just trickle out of my eyes. I don’t know what to make of this condition because overall I’m quite happy and satisfied with my life. In fact, life’s never felt better and the future’s never looked so promising.

Then why do I find myself constantly listening to sad and depressing songs, watching movies that make me wanna cry (yes CRY!)… It’s beyond my reasoning. I’m not troubled by this recent revelation but I’m so fucking curious to find out the reason behind all this.

On my playlist : Seether – Waste.

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People are outside… partying… somehow this New Year scares me…

Anyways, Happy New Year… hopefully.

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I flunked in three exams in the first sem. I cleared all of them. Only one remains which is a mass repeat. Will hopefully clear that exam as well.
A lesson that I learnt was that it’s never to late to correct what went wrong. Better than crying and committing suicide.

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Three Days Grace – Never Too Late

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Shiv Sainiks are a bunch of hooligans. I don’t wanna even waste more of my precious words on them. If you’re reading this, come kill me!!

Google News : Stories relating to Shiv Sena. Nothing but uncivilized behaviour.

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No one’s ready to listen to my side of the story. They just get angry.

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This is from Michael Jackson’s Will You Be There :

But They Told Me
A Man Should Be Faithful
And Walk When Not Able
And Fight Till The End
But I’m Only Human

And human HE was.

God closed all the doors for Gaurav today and called him up there, so that he could make Him laugh and dance too. He passed away, dunno when, dunno how. Just got the news an hour back.

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Asha and Friends…!!!

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Stupid but still needed.

Some people have been jumping around claiming that I have a girlfriend.

I DON’T!!

I like a girl, I meet her at times but that doesn’t mean she’s my girlfriend!! What lame brains people have!!

Stop spreading rumours… she’s a very very very good friend… a real close pal. And she knows about my feelings for her. And if you want to continue spreading them… be my guest !! Haah… after all, I like that girl . Its just that I don’t want to make things awkward for her.

I hope the person in discussion reads this. Because I know you do… and that too for a very very very long time. You’re not too smart. And I don’t hide stuff. So stop talking crap.

And yeah… when I have a girlfriend… I’ll let you know. So please stop using your imagination.

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Last Monday, the 18th was probably the saddest day of my life this year. It was my birthday and I was in no mood to celebrate.

The trouble started in the morning of 17th. I had a mood swing and suddenly found myself super bored. I went out for a movie, came back and then went out for dinner. Then someone accused me of something which further ruined my mood. But the biggest blow came via text messages when I had a fight with someone. That was the end of my patience. I quickly retreated into my shell. Yes, most of you haven’t seen this side of Rahul. Now when I enter this so-called shell… I stop caring about everything. I seriously don’t give a fuck. I go about doing everything as if its my duty and don’t reason or question. Its like I have no feelings or emotions. I pushed certain people into oblivion so that they wouldn’t bother me.

But no matter how hard I try, if something bothers me, I cannot completely push it out of my mind. It keeps pricking me on the inside every second. So, in the afternoon, on the 18th, I decided to confront that person. What followed was another round of accusations and arguments. But then I didnt find a good enough reason to chuck everything. So… so… I ended the fight .

Heheh… yes, I made peace with the other party. Since I had been hurt so badly, it took sometime for me to come out from that so-called shell. But eventually I did, the next night i.e. the night of 19th.

Now everything is back to normal. I have finished with all the fights… with all the people. Some are still angry… they can go fuck a tree!!

It was one of the toughest days for me. I was sad and I couldn’t hide it and there were people around me trying hard to make me happy. The sadder part, I didn’t want them around.

I’m glad it all happened. I’ve come out stronger.

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M1 = Maths 1

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This has to be the best review of Dhoom 2.

Check it out.

• Waste some buck only if you are a avid Hritik Fan or if you want to see the sexy Aish

And in case IMDB ever removes it, here it is :

So grand, so stylish, so ostentatious the cinematography and stunts are, but alas Dhoom 2 can be considered as the most dim-witted sequels in Bollywood this year. From the first scene where the dashing Hritik (Mr. A) makes his classy entry and steals the priceless crown of the Queen, somewhere mid way in a desert until the last scene where Mr. Jr. Bacchan says “The bar is open”, you just sit and wonder when your Paisa Wasool would happen. Mr. Sanjayji, when you can spend so much on the stunts and gadgets, have some time to sit and spend some buck for a good script. You just can’t use Dhoom 1 as a cash cow to make some profit from Dhoom 2, especially with such a disastrous story line.

Let me review this movie a bit differently. How about stars speaking themselves about the movie? Won’t that be fun? Let’s try doing it. Over to the star cast

Hritik:- I’m a clever thief Mr. A, who always love to steel priceless things around the world, though neither do I know nor does the director know what I do with those loot. I love to use futuristic sci-fi gadgets in all my operations, But please don’t sit and wonder where I get funded for it. Well the story of the movie is “Humnnnn……AAAAAAA…Actually it’s……..Humnnnnn……….Wait I’ll ask the director, probably he would be knowing it”

Abhishek:- Well I loved the movie, Coz Ash loved it. As far as my role goes, I’m a intelligent cop whose job is to stop Mr. A and arrest him. I have some super natural powers where in I can stay for hours together under water in a Water glider and then pop out of water from no where and kill all the Roughs. I also have to take care of my pregnant wife, Oh no, I’m not speaking of Ash, it’s too early to think of that, Rather I was speaking of Rimi sen who plays the role of exasperating spouse of mine in the movie.

Uday Chopra:- I’m a portraying a role of a assistant cop who is guaranteed to irk you with his deadly PJ’s and broken English. I have put every effort to act well, and I have faith that one day I’ll act like Sharukh Khan (The Interviewer Faints). Till then daddy please give me roles in your movies. Bolo Papaji Ki Jai.

Aishwarya:- So like I play the role of Sunaihri, a supposedly wise and ultra sexy thief to whom even a stud like Hritik can drool for. Like, I loved acting with Abhishek. Like I wear all this micro mini skirts, long enough to cover my overacting and short enough to avoid obstructing you guys perverted views. Like, you guys will forget your popcorn looking at my Ultra gorgeous 36-24-36 curves, just the way I forgot how to act, in this movie. Also I smooch in the movie along with Hrithik, to check out how much green Abhishek can get.

Bipasha:- Hi I’m Bipasha Basu. Bule tho Nahin Mujhe. Nobody has a clue what I’m doing in this movie. Even John Abraham is trying to figure it out, and in the process of finding it out he’s losing all his Hairs. My role in the movie is to wear a two piece (Bikini) and walk along the shores of Brazilian Sea, and make Uday dream of him having kids with me.

Well that was a exclusive interview by the star cast of Dhoom2 for IMDb.

Well on a serious note: the movie does try to introduce some good Hollywood stunt sequences in Indian Movies. But Holy cow, why do they have to exaggerate so much in every stunt sequence. With such an exaggeration none of the stunt sequence appears to be realistic. Also none of the songs except for the title track is worth hearing, and some songs are just a torture to sit and watch in a 70mm screen.

The only part of the movie that rocks and makes you still feel better after spending a hefty buck watching it at Multiplexes is the Ultra cool, the absolute stud Hritik with his remarkable acting and fantastic styles. Also for guys, it’s watching the elegant, beautiful, sexy Shetty Gal Aishwarya Rai in her Minis. Also the cinematography of the movie is grand and can be watch able. Apart from this I can’t think of the reason why you have to watch this movie in a theater.

So please Sanjayji, next time if you plan to come up with another sequel to Dhoom, don’t you make it such a disaster.

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This flick, Dhoom 2, is one shitty flick. I’m so exhausted after watching this that I can’t even think what to write about it. Fake stunts, fake characters, super fake story… I mean, what were they thinking when they made this movie?! The only thing worth looking at – Hrithik Roshan. No, I’m not gay!! The ladies in the movie sucked. Plain and simple.

And this is how we felt… at 8.15 PM, sitting inside a local bus, cold and tired… and totally bored.

If you go watch this movie, you are Doomed (yes, doom, not dhoom). And those who actually liked the movie, well… congratulations… you guys have enormous patience and mental strength.

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So after a nice Squirrel-ly day, it was time for college on Moday, November 13th, again. As usual, I woke up late and Tina was pissed. She refused to drop me at my bus stop and as it happens with many people, sometimes, my bloated ego comes in the way, and it did that day. Instead of pleading and begging, I stormed out of the house. I knew I would miss the bus. When I reached the stop, no one was there. I took and auto-rickshaw to the Bus Stand from where I took the local bus to my college. I missed the first lecture. Actually, I didn’t attend college that day… I was in and out of college… waste of time.

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