…Clueless

Life is seriously fucked up.

My board results were good. Got 73.4%. That’s more than I expected. The Mathematics marks were surprisingly low – 50. The Physical Education practical marks were surprisingly high – 30/30. I’m gonna apply for re-evaluation.

AIEEE results are also out. Got a stupid rank that won’t fetch me admission anywhere. Again, I was expecting more. But then, marks don’t lie. I didn’t study hard and now I have no one but myself to blame. The only good thing is that I was never averse to joining any college affiliated to PTU. PTU is no MIT. But all the regional universities are the same. There’s no point in going all the way to Maharashtra or Karnataka or Orissa. Barring the IIT’s, NIT’s, REC’s and a few other institutions, every other college is the same.

But I still don’t understand one thing. When I wish to pursue something in computers, why do I need to study Physics and Chemistry?

1. Uneasy, restless! : I don’t wanna sleep. I don’t wanna stay in one place. Its a weird feeling. Mum recognized it instantly and asked me why I was sad and behaving unusually. I had and still have no answer. Dad believes that its because the results are coming out and I have my exam on Tuesday. Bu throughout [...]...
2. Congratulations! : This post goes out to my buddy Arjun. Why? Well he’s topped the Army Institute of Law Entrance Test. Too cool man!! He’s topped the general category and has got the highest marks amongst all the three categories of students. Simply awesome. When do I get my treat you ass… NUJS mein hone ki bhi [...]...
3. Life fucked up! : Life’s phucked up!! That’s all I gotta say today!...
4. Apology : I wish to apologise to Jaskiran, Nabeel, Divya and Kumar. I was in a crazy mood yesterday and still am. I did not reply to your messages properly. Dunno what is bugging me. Fuck… I feel like a failure. Dunno why!! Nobody has said anything to me; haven’t fought with anyone. Sitting on the computer [...]...
5. AYEEE ! : Well that’s how I like to pronounce AIEEE… ayeee!! It hurts to study so mcuh!! The problem with me is my retention power. All that I studied throughout this month, I’m starting to forget. So instead of doing more and more MCQs like the other kids, I’m again going through the chapters. Lets see what [...]...