Your last line is probably the most hard-hitting – “time the time we are silent forever”. Some things are just meant to be, the way they are. I had someone better in store for me. I found her. It’s not your ego, just that feeling of WHAT IF. Could things have been different or better? But unfortunately, there is no definite way of looking beyond this uncertainty other than jumping into the ocean yourself. Either you jump into the ocean and swim across to find out if you survive or you turn back and find a boat and take a different route altogether.

I’m writing a long story about my life also, I was not attached to my grandpa n granny so did not miss them.. but felt the same way when one of my mother’s friend passed away. I still miss her a lot.. even if we were not blood relatives and while reading your blog she came into my mind. I do not know what was that?

Since this topic is about love and death, so let me talk to about love also. This is my story of love.. I’ve also had so many infatuations but i still remember the feeling love, when i felt for the first time. It is still confine in my heart and after that i had so many flings n i have started loving few of them also but still i cant forget it. But still I’m not sure if it was love, infatuation or an ego? As i too did not tell the person I m into him, n i know i would never do that, then y do i still get the same vibes when i hear his name or get a text from him. Why do i have saved all of his texts still now which i got few years back. Or is it the ego that since I haven’t got the guy, so once i’ll get the guy i’ll loose intrest. I really dont know..

i feel there is a very thin line between infatuation/love and anything else.. as we cant differentiate by discussing it till the time we are silent for ever.

every1z confused, i agree.
but den itz not very typical of saggiz bng so!
it mit sound crap 2 u since u r non-bliever of dis stuff.

c eg. even i m confused wedr 2 bleive in all dis or not !!!

but i don’t actually believe in the pandits, starsigns n all!! a whole lot of crap!!

Arjun, i know u r a geminite!

newaz, sagi’s rnt confused souls/fickle-minded, dey r haedstrong(+ve sense), n probably so r u!

its just under covers!

Arjun

Arjun

now study hard rahul and everyone else!! –including me too

Arjun

waise u sound like ur writing ur suicide note!! joking.

Dude… I’m straight… stick 2 jas!! again joking!!

LOVE U 2 PAL!! Dunno wat life wud be without u!!
Cheers to our frndship!!

We need to let go… but its real hard. Sometimes the thoughts come back to ur mind n u r reminded of the ppl who u luved more than urself.

Baatein bhool jaati hain, Yaadein yaad aati hain!

I guess that cez it all!! Memories shall remain forever… they are intangible.

So once again…
LUV U ALL!!

Luv u Arjun, Abhit, Ankit, Khanna, Pran (sorry girls… m not including u guys heya!!… but I luv u 2!!) !!
Ok how does it make a diff…. luv u “girls” 2 (2 many 2 name… u kno hu u guys r!!)
Love u dad, mom, tina, shivani, golu, computer ( )!!

I think life is all about hugging real close and then letting go–you cannot hold on someone forever-you need let go people ,one day or the other.

And before this happens we must tell those people that we love them.

So before let me start from today.

I love you rahul for being such a great friend for about a decade!! for your friendship,yaari,cd’s,computer sessions and of course………for being there for me.

I love you jas for making the last year and a half one of the most memorable years of my school life, for your phone calls and messages.for your forwarded emails that I hardly read, for being my companion in my ups and downs.

Thank you people!! Life has been fun with you.

So

KEEP LOVING!! and express it before it is too late

c u later
Bye!!

Arjun