…Clueless

My sister cleared a very important test today. She fulfilled the promise she had made to my Late Uncle and to herself. She faced many hurdles, experienced countless sleepless nights, shed a lot of tears but finally succeeded in realising her dream.

But she isn’t happy. Neither am I.

But why?

Her best friend – Amit. Its because of him today that she actually made it through. Sadly he failed. Had he not gone out of his way to help her today in the morning, when it seemed like she wouldn’t make it, she would’ve still been crying and howling. But she’s still crying. The whole family is happy and proud of her achievement. Even though she is happy with her achievement but her friend’s failure has hurt her a lot more. She doesn’t find any joy in achieving something without the person who actually made it all possible. Although even God played a big role too but I feel God sent Amit as his angel today to rescue Garima.

The guy is probably shattered though not jealous, that I’m sure. He’s not picking up the phone. Maybe he’s crying, maybe his parents are unhappy, maybe he just wants to be alone for sometime…

Its been a long time since I felt sad. My sister came and told me about her success but I didn’t congratulate her. I asked her if Amit made it through too. Her red, moist eyes gave me the answer I wanted.

We just celebrated her success. Even though my stomach is full and I could vomit any second, why is it that I feel so sad and empty inside?

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