…Clueless

• I must not get attached to people. In the end they misunderstand and hurt.
• I must not turn into a sentimental fool. In the end it is I who will suffer.

Fuck the world… I give a damn. Life… stop hurting me… I’ve reached my saturation point. Spare me and find another victim… or just kill me once in for all. Can’t take this anymore.

I’ve learnt some valuable lessons in the last few days… some that have changed my entire way of thinking… made me a better person… some that have made me realise that I’m nothing more than a parasite.

• I know I was never like this and probably might never act like this again.
• I know I have no solid reason to be unhappy.

But can’t help the way I feel… can’t stop the hurt inside…

1. Clarification : Stupid but still needed. Some people have been jumping around claiming that I have a girlfriend. I DON’T!! I like a girl, I meet her at times but that doesn’t mean she’s my girlfriend!! What lame brains people have!! Stop spreading rumours… she’s a very very very good friend… a real close pal. And she [...]...
2. Mixed Feelings : My sister cleared a very important test today. She fulfilled the promise she had made to my Late Uncle and to herself. She faced many hurdles, experienced countless sleepless nights, shed a lot of tears but finally succeeded in realising her dream. But she isn’t happy. Neither am I. But why? Her best friend – [...]...
3. Blaoted ego! : So after a nice Squirrel-ly day, it was time for college on Moday, November 13th, again. As usual, I woke up late and Tina was pissed. She refused to drop me at my bus stop and as it happens with many people, sometimes, my bloated ego comes in the way, and it did that day. [...]...