…Clueless

So I told this girl that I like her and told her that I don’t expect her to like me in return (Yes… sounds kinda filmy! ). She on the other hand thinks that she’ll mess up my life and that she’s good for nuthin’. I’ve told her a number of times that I’m not a kid, I’m not infatuated and I know what I’m feeling at the moment. But she thinks I’m crazy to fall for a girl like her. She was like – “Why do the right guys always fall for the wrong girls?!”.

It might work out, it might not. But what I’m pissed bout is that no one takes me seriously. She still thinks that I’m just flirting. And secondly, everyone thinks that I’m this dumb, jolly, clueless kid who doesn’t know a thing… doesn’t know what life is.

I’m sick of arguing… and I’m sick of repeating.

Its a good thing I got patience…

1. Rahul spoils the fun… : Its 18th of August, 2006. Rahul is coolly sitting on his PC cleaning up the Google Desktop Index. Suddenly he looks at his cellhpone. Along with the usual mesages from Laddi, Abhit etc. there’s another message from an unkown number which simply says “Hi”. Fuck the third person now… Now I replied with a normal message [...]...
2. So very similar!! : Just check out this post by KC : unexplained I mean, my situation i so very similar. So many “girl” friends, so many well-wishers from the fairer sex but… Someone told me You’re too cool to fall for any girl. You’re a cool dude – I-don’t-give-a-damn or I-couldn’t-care-less types. OK…. I’m not dying without female [...]...
3. Not ALWAYS : I maybe wrong the majority of times but I am definitely not wrong ALWAYS. Just makes me sad to learn that people will just misunderstand me and slap a label on my forehead. “You are wrong, admit your fault…”. Know what?! I won’t. Kill me!! I am utterly pissed with someone today and just blaming [...]...
4. I feel good : It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I can never explain What I hear when you don’t say a thing The smile on your face let’s me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes [...]...
5. Something is bothering me… : I dunno what but something is seriously bothering me. If I sit alone, I feel sad. There’s a slight urge to cry for no reason. Stupid of me… I know. But its been there for the last few days.   And I’m so tired. Slept for like 3 hours at night and went to college. [...]...