…Clueless

I don’t wanna sleep. I don’t wanna stay in one place.

Its a weird feeling. Mum recognized it instantly and asked me why I was sad and behaving unusually. I had and still have no answer. Dad believes that its because the results are coming out and I have my exam on Tuesday.

Bu throughout 12th, I failed and never studied. So, not being prepared and getting poor marks is not something new. It must be something else. I dunno. I wish I could just punch someone…

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!

FUCK!!

1. AYEEE ! : Well that’s how I like to pronounce AIEEE… ayeee!! It hurts to study so mcuh!! The problem with me is my retention power. All that I studied throughout this month, I’m starting to forget. So instead of doing more and more MCQs like the other kids, I’m again going through the chapters. Lets see what [...]...
2. Apology : I wish to apologise to Jaskiran, Nabeel, Divya and Kumar. I was in a crazy mood yesterday and still am. I did not reply to your messages properly. Dunno what is bugging me. Fuck… I feel like a failure. Dunno why!! Nobody has said anything to me; haven’t fought with anyone. Sitting on the computer isn’t cheering [...]...
3. I am a genius! : Why? For starters, I actually managed to get the correct answers to some questions in the IIT-JEE exam even though i had studied just ONE chapter from both 11th & 12th. I could easily perform functions on my PC even when I did not have a monitor. I successfully started Bitcomet and completed a torrent download without a [...]...
4. Bad death… : So Pramod Mahajan passed away today after battling it out for 12 days. God Bless Him. I dunno but most of the time I keep thinking that I’m gonan die a dog’s death. Dunno why… Like I would be shot at or brutally murdered. At night, I keep thinking that somebody’s gonna break into my house [...]...
5. Physics… its over! : Well… I’ll straight away come to the good news!! Yes… I will pass Physics… finally! You guys must be thinking why the fuck am I so happy when I’m just passing. Well people, I’ve never passed a single Physics exam in class 12th… yes I failed thrice. But now… its over! Bastards have made such a stupid [...]...