…Clueless

I seriously don’t know what to do. People have been accusing me of being partial to others and not giving them time. Then there are some who don’t believe what I say but listen to the people around me and think that their words reflect my thoughts. I’m trying my level best but in the end I cannot please everybody. When I am true to you, there is absolutely no need to accuse me. Its equals to saying that everything I did was fake, a lie. And this really frustrates me.

I don’t have a clue as to when people will stop treating me like trash. Seems I will forever have to live with a crinkled and wrinkled forehead… And now I think even my brain is starting to crinkle. My head feels heavy and I’m not in the mood to carry any load. I want out.

1. Doing what I do best… : Yes, I have just done what I’m perfect at. I’ve made another friend sad. Its feels like I’ve swallowed a bucket full of shit and I can’t puke. Feels horrible. Hopefully God will set things right. And if He doesn’t, I have no one but myself to blame. My mood’s been crappy throughout the day. In [...]...
2. From crappy to happy : Last Monday, the 18th was probably the saddest day of my life this year. It was my birthday and I was in no mood to celebrate. The trouble started in the morning of 17th. I had a mood swing and suddenly found myself super bored. I went out for a movie, came back and then went [...]...
3. Hi, I’m a fake! : This is what I hear these days when I talk to my peers. Now you must be thinking how in the world is that possible? Does my ear decode the audio frequencies in some different way? No! Don’t you get it, its just the accent. I still haven’t been able to find out from [...]...
4. Clarification : Stupid but still needed. Some people have been jumping around claiming that I have a girlfriend. I DON’T!! I like a girl, I meet her at times but that doesn’t mean she’s my girlfriend!! What lame brains people have!! Stop spreading rumours… she’s a very very very good friend… a real close pal. And she knows about [...]...
5. Whiling away time… : Did absolutely nothing today… nothing! Dad wasn’t feeling well… so spent the whole day trying to cheer him up. Waise bhi mera padhne ka mood nahin tha. Rest day !! Vikram (mote waala, Megha ka dost) called up. It was nice talking to him. Arjun bhai… he’s saying he will be coming on 17th. He’ll [...]...