…Clueless

Did absolutely nothing today… nothing!

Dad wasn’t feeling well… so spent the whole day trying to cheer him up. Waise bhi mera padhne ka mood nahin tha. Rest day !!

Vikram (mote waala, Megha ka dost) called up. It was nice talking to him. Arjun bhai… he’s saying he will be coming on 17th. He’ll pick You, Me & Abhit up & have fun!! Program decide kar lenge.

Par damn!! I feel like studying now… shit!! I actually feel like studying. Just one day before the Physics paper, I studied n studied n studied until my eyes & ass hurt!!
Now that thing is still in me… I want to study… help me people… I’m turning into some geek… no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What’s happening to me…….. save me!!

Just kidding… feels good. When the urge is from inside… feels better! Studying once in a while is not a problem mitron!!

1. Does time really heal ? : Time heals everything… Does it? Is it true that as life moves on, so do we? Do we ever let go of our past and look forward to the future? I say no. We never let go. We always cling to our past, keeping it close to our hearts. Very few people actually plan for [...]...
2. Doing what I do best… : Yes, I have just done what I’m perfect at. I’ve made another friend sad. Its feels like I’ve swallowed a bucket full of shit and I can’t puke. Feels horrible. Hopefully God will set things right. And if He doesn’t, I have no one but myself to blame. My mood’s been crappy throughout the day. [...]...
3. Need to be more careful… : I must not get attached to people. In the end they misunderstand and hurt. I must not turn into a sentimental fool. In the end it is I who will suffer. Fuck the world… I give a damn. Life… stop hurting me… I’ve reached my saturation point. Spare me and find another victim… or just [...]...
4. LOST : I lost the database. Yes the database is the thing which holds all the posts here & on the forum. So I asked my host to just use an old database. The databse he had aws of Feb 17th. So… So, I lost nine members on the forum, some posts there, some posts here & [...]...