I shall never forget that night. Never shall I forget what you taught me without even trying to teach me anything. I felt like I knew it all but got all nervous when it hit me. Life knows how to give you reality checks.
Untaught Lessons.
It’s 12.30 AM. I’m in bed and not in a particularly good mood. I sit here, whiling away time and my mind wanders off somewhere. I do not daydream. I do not try to simply pass my time. I question. I question what happens to people. I question their fate.
I rarely find myself thinking about …
I won’t be teaching you something new or radical. It is just an explanation of what I did to stay happy when I was surrounded by strangers. Strangers here does not just refer to unknown people but also people with absurd thought processes which you cannot seem to relate to no matter how hard you …
I was flipping through the channels while eating dinner tonight when I suddenly noticed Aarushi Talwar’s photograph with people sitting around her body. I looked at the logo of the channel and saw that it was Star Plus.
Then I realised what twisted shit was being aired. It was that stupid soap meant for dumb fucks …
… a lot …
Its a little peculiar and I’ve only recently noticed this – I enjoy sadness. I like getting depressed. I like to have that pain shoot up inside of me. I like the feeling when my head gets so heavy that tears just trickle out of my eyes. I don’t know what to make of this …
People are outside… partying… somehow this New Year scares me…
Anyways, Happy New Year… hopefully.
I flunked in three exams in the first sem. I cleared all of them. Only one remains which is a mass repeat. Will hopefully clear that exam as well.
A lesson that I learnt was that it’s never to late to correct what went wrong. Better than crying and committing suicide.
Currently listening to :
Three Days Grace …
Love… Humbles you… grounds you…